Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus (Philippians 3:13-14). If we continue to look behind, we may not like what we see, but if we continue going forward, one day, we will reach our destination. It may seem hard to continue forward, but we must endure to the end to get the reward. A trophy is never given to the one who went back, but to the one who discipline their bodies to keep going until they reach the finished line. If there is no reward for the one who looks back, what good is it to keep looking that way? Fight the fight, continue moving forward, and eventually you will receive an un-perrishable prize. God bless you.