For if, after they have escaped the defilements of the world through the knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, they are again entangled in them and overcome, the last state has become worse for them than the first. For it would have been better for them never to have known the way of righteousness than after knowing it to turn back from the holy commandment delivered to them. What the true proverb says has happened to them: “The dog returns to its own vomit, and the sow, after washing herself, returns to wallow in the mire (2 Peter 2:20-22).
Looking back is not good for the child of God, so continue moving forward and you will finally arrive to your destination because anyone who look back is not fit for the kingdom of God (Luke 9:62). If God don’t want us to look back, then we have nothing behind us to worry about. Look straight ahead, and continue on the narrow way, because only few finds it. God is on the journey with you, abide in Him so that when He appears, you have confidence in Him, that He will rescue you from the wickedness around you. Continue going and looking forward, and you will receive the everlasting reward, reserved for those who endure. God bless you