He said to me: “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness”. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me (2 Corinthians 12:9). Paul was the only apostle called to witness to the non-Jews, and He had a lot to say to us. He saw himself as the worst sinner because he went about killing anyone who talked about Jesus and His ministry. He even gave the order for Steven to be stoned to death, yet he was called to minister about the very thing he opposed! You see, he said he did all this in ignorance; just like us, God showed grace to him, forgave him, called him and used him for His glory. If He did it for Paul, He can do it for us. No matter what you did! God can fix it. No matter how far you have gone, He can reach to you and turn your life around.
God is capable of doing much more for you than you could imagine, so don’t let Him put you through what Paul had to go through to appreciate Him. Run to God, confess your sins although it’s many, and you will be surprised what He will do for you! You may have little faith, that’s a start, God has a habit of taking little and making many from it. You may think you are too afraid, He is the one who created love because He is love, and guess what, love drives out fear. Draw near to God and He will make you what He created you to be. No matter what you did, He has the solution for you. I can guarantee you this: When you call Him, He will come to you, and you will never be the same again. He will never leave you or forsake you, you will be His child, and He will be your God. Now what are you waiting for? Go and ask God for mercy, because no matter how far you have gone, He is able to sort it for you and His Grace is sufficient for you!God bless you.